3 Decades

Posted: March 7, 2014 in About Me, On Relationships
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A decade of laughter…
A decade of pain…
A decade of struggles…

That’s how I summarize my life. Three decades of existence and I’m still on the cycle of heightened pain, limited happiness.

With a default reaction of laughing, I managed to pretend I’m okay… With each carefully painted mask, I could get away unscathed.

Drowning in alcohol, basking in nicotine, I can’t help but wonder if this year would be the same.

I’m nearing my breaking point. I’m near the end… And as I’m about to crack, I’m figuring out the final note to my requiem.

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