Starting to…

Posted: August 23, 2014 in About Me, Random Thoughts
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I’m starting to have hope… that somehow I will be okay.  That I just need more time, then I’ll be okay.

I’m starting to take away the feeling of love.  It has brought me nothing but pain.  I guess it’s time to accept the fact that it’s one of the things not meant for me.

I’m starting to pick up the shattered pieces of myself.  I needed to do this myself.  Because I can’t rely on anyone else.  From now on, it’s just me, myself, and I.

Just a few more tears, and a few more days to drown myself in dark thoughts.  I will move on.  I will be whole again.

And I know, I won’t be able to start with this, if not for my only knight and king…  Even in the afterlife, he’s still taking care of me, giving me the boost I need to pick myself up, dust myself off and face whatever it is coming my way.

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