Gambler

Posted: February 16, 2015 in About Me
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Once… more than that, it’s insanity.

That’s how I view things, people, and relationships.  I never believed in second chances.  It doesn’t go well with my thoughts…

At the first instance, I give my all.  Putting  everything at stake.  I never bluff.  It’s always all or nothing.

But losses after losses, I became broke.  I have become a shell of who I was before.  I thought that all I need was just some lucky shot.  One final card, an ace, a trump that would make me gain my losses.

Hell, I was wrong.  No matter what strategy I use, it’s the same outcome.

I would always lose.

It didn’t feel good.

Regrets… those are the only things I’ve gained.  Instead of the peace I sought, I end up being shattered.

Will things ever change for me?  I don’t think so.

I am tired of gambling.  Its time to cut the losses.

Permanently.

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