Posts Tagged ‘Choices/Option’


  • Things may not go always as planned.  I should never stopped having back-ups.
  • Family is everything.  It doesn’t have to be just blood relatives.
  • My craft has been shelved – to give way to something not too important nor fulfilling.
  • Time is valuable – never take things for granted.
  • Overthinking helps in decision making.  But don’t overwork your brain.
  • Relationships come and go.  Never ask for anyone to stay.

And after all these days, after all these whirlwind of nauseous circumstances, I realized that it’s important to:

  • always keep my options open; and
  • never believe in anything, unless it’s in fine print.


Posted: November 25, 2015 in Random Thoughts
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I don’t know where I’m going at right now.  The plans I’ve made for this year are all changed.  The path I’m currently taking were too different from where I thought I ought to be.

Sometimes, I wished I could go back in time, to make changes… or to just stop, and see if I am going where I want to be.

But when faced with the chance to make that change I seem to be desperate for, I always choose to move forward.

Right now, I know I am somewhere I never imagined myself to be.  I don’t think I’m faking it.  I just wish that this current somewhere I’m in, will eventually lead to a fixed point – a permanent path where I’ll never go astray.

Getting There

Posted: October 2, 2014 in About Me
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It’s too soon to speak, but I am getting there.

It’s taken quite a while, but I am moving on.  Slowly…  I have to do this.  I don’t want to keep holding on to something that I should let go.  I think it’s about time I do it.

I started with leaving something I’ve had for years.  I had to do it.  Because keeping it would always tempt me to stay.

Now, I am trying to keep myself busy.  I need to focus all this energy into something else.  I am focusing on my work, my family and friends.  The way I should.

I still have a long way to go.  But I’m getting there…  Slowly, I am trying to forget.  Slowly, I am moving on.

My Bucket List

Posted: January 21, 2014 in About Me, Random Thoughts
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This year, I started with my own bucket list… More like things I’d like to accomplish this year.

Before, I have goals per month. Goals that I would aim to accomplish, no matter what the cost or what would it take for me to have it.

And this year, the most important item in my bucket list is to have less drama and more fun!


Posted: August 31, 2013 in About Me, At Work
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– I left a job that I liked because of personal complications. With recent news I’ve heard, I think I did the right thing. But was it worth it?

– I am now employed in an office that makes me think worst of something I had strong belief before. Now, I believe everything/everyone has their price. I’m now corrupted of my former ideals.

A Gamble

Posted: June 30, 2013 in About Me
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I’m no good with bluffing.  I hated folding.

But now I’m being forced to lay down all my cards on the table.  I feel like I’ve already made my last move… and the only thing left is to pack up and leave.

I never liked the feeling of losing… of putting all my faith in just one card.

Yet, I always find myself gambling til I have nothing left.

Losing everything I value with the the slightest sleight of hand.

March Reading

Posted: March 4, 2012 in About Me
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It’s my birth month… And I’m not sure how this month would end.  Some things didn’t go as planned.  Though there’s Plan Bs, it still s*cks not being able to have it my way…

So, I consulted the tarot… to guide me.  Here’s what I got:

The Tower

Card 1 (The Tower) : How you feel about yourself now  »

You feel that the disruption and sweeping change you are going through, or fear you are about to go through, will be catastrophic. You need to recognise that such upheaval can force new directions that you never dreamed possible. Subconsciously you may have wanted change, but as is often the case, the solution isn’t always as we expect. There could be problems relating to your property, or if considering a new property or move, progress will be thwarted.

The Hanged Man

Card 2 (The Hanged Man) : What you most want at this moment  »

The cards suggest that what you most want at this time is to have it all, why should you have to give something or someone up? Perhaps you feel a victim and that events are not going as planned. Trust that this is a passage from one phase of your life to another. If you are not sure what or who you need to give up, trust that what will be will be, and will ultimately be to your benefit.


Card 3 (Justice) : Your fears  »

There could be agreements or legal affairs that concern you and you certainly don’t want to lose – you feel quite strongly that you are in the right. Stay calm and level headed and seek sound counsel if you need to.


Card 4 (Temperance) : What is going for you  »

You are about to enter a period of peace and harmony in your relationship, career or life generally. You will find a way of handling difficult circumstances with calm confidence. Life is flowing at this time enjoy it.

The Emperor

Card 5 (The Emperor) : What is going against you  »

You may be over ambitious at this time, success may remain just out of your reach for a while. Are you being assertive and positive enough? Or are you using aggressive, bullying tactics to no avail? Do not mis-use your authority or if you have requested help from a strong, successful man don’t let him bully you – he either helps or leaves you to get on with things yourself.

The Hierophant

Card 6 (The Hierophant) : Outcome  »

Help is at hand. If you want wise counsel and moral guidance put your trust in someone you have a lot of respect for. Don’t allow others to influence you too much with what they want you to conform to, be true to yourself. When considering your options go with tried and tested traditional values, rather than the unconventional novel approach. For example marriage is more likely to be your desire than a living together situation.