Posts Tagged ‘Plans/Goals’


Posted: February 28, 2010 in About Me
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February has officially ended for me.  It’s full of fun, surprises, and a few regrets.

I never achieved my goal for this month.  It’s something that I’m still unconsciously not yet ready to face.

The weekends of this month were full of drinking sessions, plus this year, I was able to attend two nights of UP Fair.

Last Friday, Feb. 26 and Feb. 27 was our scheduled Team Building.  We went to a resort in Iba, Zambales and we slept in tents…

It was memorable to me because I’ve never tried sleeping in tents.  And I don’t know how to put up some bonfire.  Good thing I’m with really nice people.  They helped me set up my tent, and have our bonfire.

I love this month… ‘coz even though I was not able to meet my goal, it’s filled with fun and learning that I would keep in my memories… Yay! smile


No More

Posted: February 21, 2010 in About Me
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February’s about to end soon… and my goal’s still way too far from my reach.

I expected it that way since I would always follow my mind.  Though I really like a certain person, I would still think about the cons of having him.

There’s no more room for wishing of something that’s not meant to be.  I’m done hoping.  I’m done dating.  What’s left for me is to enjoy the remaining week, and go to gigs/concerts whenever I want to. smile

My new job’s Process Training is about to end soon.  I might get too preoccupied again.  And besides, March ought to be one of the busiest month for me. smile

February Goal

Posted: February 8, 2010 in About Me

It’s been almost a month since my last post.  I’ve been too busy with my new work. sad

I’ve already set my mind into making my new job a career… After all, it’s my goal last month.  Hence, I did not noticed that it’s now February!

This month, I’d like to focus on a part of me that I’ve been neglecting for too long.

I’m not yet decided.  And I want it to be a subconscious effort.  But then…

If you’ve been loveless for half a decade, it’ll be hard to feel it again.

And guess what, I’m almost there… but not quite. sad

Busy January

Posted: January 30, 2010 in About Me
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I’ve been busy.  I didn’t realize that I’m becoming too serious with my new job.  2 weeks of training already passed, excluding the week that I spent for Interviews, Exams and accomplishing all sort of requirements…

Until now, I haven’t had the time to read a good book.  When I’m at home, I just want to sleep… I’m getting way too tired easily.  Was it because I’ve been jobless for 6 months?

Anyway, there’s still 4 weeks of training left.  I hope I can pass them so I could continue working.. It’s not easy looking for a job.. It’s tiring to do nothing.

And up to now, I still don’t know what I really want to do with my life. sad


Organize and Plan

Posted: November 8, 2009 in About Me
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I am fond of organizers/planners.  It’s as if my day wouldn’t be complete if I have not seen or written any entry on my planner.  As a matter of fact, I have the habit of comparing today’s entry vs. last year or any previous year’s entry.  It was my way of knowing whether I changed or I reached the goals I’ve set for myself at the start of the year.

For 2007, the most significant thing that happened was finally getting a tattoo.  I had one on October 20.  Since then I planned on getting another one, sketching/drawing designs that I’d love to have on myself. big grin Thus, my planner contained some scribbles of what I wanted for my tattoo… The notes section even has some drawings in them. *lol*

Year 2008 came and I still have no new tattoo.. Ha ha.  Must be because when my father arrived, he got so angry at my tattoo.  He even told me that if he ever saw my tattoo again, he will put a hot iron on it just to have it removed.  That same year, my organizer is not just having dates/gimmicks planned but it also served as my notes.  Minutes of every meeting, and even seminars that I’ve attended grazed the pages of my organizer.  It even has some entry of cocktail mixes that was sent to me thru SMS.  My planner for 2008 also has a lot of quotations that I got from reading books, and SMS.  Some even came from the people I’ve met who made a lot of impact on the way I think and view things.

This year, my planner’s filled with minutes from meetings, notes from trainings and seminars, plans for an upcoming event, some choices I’ve had, decisions I’ve made, and even contact details of some important people I’ve met since the start of the year.

Last October, the month where I lost my way, there was no entry.  I spent the month just thinking about what I want to do and wasted a lot of time on my vices.

Now, I’m beginning to retrace my steps so I can still accomplish the things I’ve planned for this year.  It’s time to get back to work and re-organize myself, my thoughts, and my energy to reach my goals.

For that, I’m keeping my fingers crossed. big grin

Tarot Reading #4

Posted: November 6, 2009 in About Me
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I was lost for more than a month.  I’ve let go of my carefully laid-plans because of numerous delays that happened.  So now I felt like I’m twice as far to my dreams than I was before…

Today, I decided to take another tarot reading… To see if I can still reach my goal despite the numerous off-tracks that happened.

Here’s what I got this time:

You will improve a very precious emotional relationship.

You will have a good balance between your actions and your thoughts. You won’t act blindly. In your projects you won’t take any decision without collecting all the information needed for their success. Your intellectual efforts will permit you to reach a great maturity of mind. You will be regarded by others as a reference for your wisdom. Your judgement will be wise and you will have all the aptitudes to efficiently manage your professional progression. A favourable destiny will constantly follow you and you will be able to use your intuition regularly. It’s obvious that, most of the times, you will be better to follow your own path rather than to be swayed by those who continually try to direct you or to influence you. Your instinct will be remarkable and you will be able to undoubtedly rely on it.

Some turbulences of character between your personality and the one of another person are to come. You will have to avoid to be intimidated by an opponent. This person is a young woman of foreign origin who has an opportunism charm and a bad emotional faith. Her temperament will be restless and her attitude towards others or even yourself will be often cynical. You will have to concentrate yourself in order to not lose patience against her. She will make repeatedly stupid accusations against you and she will seek to discredit you in the eyes of others. On the other hand, if you show up consistency and intelligence in your frustration with her, everyone will see her appalling actions and they will eventually agree to incriminate her for her perpetual and oppressive assaults on you.

You placed your confidence in a person who says himself/herself in love with you or who claims to have very sincere feelings for you. That person is unscrupulous and put on an act. His/her thoughts are nasty and his/her intentions are reproachable. He/she lies to you in a deliberate way. You have no future with that person. You must go away from him/her, because he/she will bring you torments and sufferings.

The friendship of a woman close to you will become stronger and unconditional.

It sometimes happens to you to have difficulties in love, but that doesn’t mean that you love too much. You will have to modify or revise your attitude facing your emotional ambitions and you will feel better.

You will have a financial success through good human contacts and with the respect that the others will have for you.

The knowledge you have acquired will profit you. There will be balance and harmony between your decisions and your actions. You are entering into an era of magnificence where the success will closely accompany you. Your knowledge will enable you to understand the wheels and the outcomes of some activities which you covet for a long time. You will be able to increase your possessions. There will be complicities and exchanges. The dialogues will be essential and it will enrich or consolidate your existing bonds. You will be able to find the complements to the things which are basically different and you will be able to use your creativity very intelligently. It is sure that you have carried out a long work to get there and you will be rewarded for it. Even alone, you will find the means to exercise your power, and this, very subtly.

A man who is a little younger than you will be arrested or imprisoned. You don’t know him much (or not enough), but he belongs to your entourage since some time. He is authoritarian and threatening. He has many friends of which several have criminal activities. He is an organized man, but in a strange jerked way. Most of the time he is unforeseeable and he is harmful to his community. He will be part of a quarrel and there will be moral sufferings. He will be confronted to legal authorities and he will have to face justice. His arrest or his imprisonment is imminent.

A new friendship is to come with a young woman whom you will meet and who will show a lot of familiarity towards you.

You will have to make a decision on the professional level. A new job opportunity will open to you. This new employment possibility will require a great reflection of you. There will be many details to consider. The situation will be complex. The financial aspect won’t be the main factor which will make you make your choice. You will have to be certain to make the right decision. A bad decision of you could bring you great regrets.

Coincidences of life will become more promising for you. Your happiness will be stronger and more lasting.

Hmnn.. I can’t seem to make any idea out of it.  Guess I’m still preoccupied.. big grin


Posted: September 15, 2009 in About Me
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I gave myself freedom to fall.

Right now, I wanted to fall.  I want to feel how it is to like someone and be open about it.  I guess I’m already tired of hiding what I feel.  I’m already tired of thinking.

This time, I just want to fall, no pros and cons.  No foresight of break-up.

I wanted to fall this month.  Until the end of September.  I’m giving myself a deadline because there’s a lot of things to do.  I can’t afford any change course.

If after September, I’m still single, then I’d postpone the idea of falling for someone to next year.  It won’t be my top priority, but I’ll include that in my plans.

See, I run my life with the help of planner and careful weighing of the pros and cons.  Everything has to be planned.  My world will crash if there’s any “spur of the moment” event that will happen.