Ho-Hum2

Silence isn’t the absence of sound. It’s the absence of reason and understanding when things get rough.

Rant…

I’d rather quit than keep on fighting someone who can do more damage to me.

It’s better to get out and keep my cool than stay and accept insanity.

A Mumble

I’m not sure what to feel

I’m not even sure if it’s worth it.

His feelings weren’t real..

And I’ve been so naive!

Shout Outs II

got a new tattoo that would mark a new beginning… a new path. wherever that road will take me, i’ll go. no holding back… no regrets.

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can a thousand letters drown the hurt that comes with leaving? does not telling all synonymous to lying? i am losing time…

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no more wishing for things to change. i’d just accept whatever it is that’s been given to me…

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wouldn’t be so sure of the feelings governing our soul. it’s just a moment of insanity. once reality sets in, we’d both be taking different directions…

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thought reaching ambitions would bring me joy… so, why does it hurt? Just when i thought i have many friends, why are there fakes? If holding that sparkle meant losing a lot, why not let go?

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Used to think i’m sane… but falling made me crazy.

Used to stop and smell the roses… now I crush them coz they prick

Used to sing my heart out, but now i’m looking for my requiem

 

One Liners….

losing sanity is the greatest experience of all… falling in love? the biggest downer!

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if melancholy could fuel my will to live for the next day, then I wouldn’t have to look for someone who’d give me strength…

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tried to see if someone will catch me. no one did. i had hoped he’ll be waiting below, but i felt the hard concrete when i fell. he’s just meant to make me feel stupid. crazy. dreamy. now that he’s gone, i have to pick up the broken pieces of my sanity.

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why can’t you just fall at the perfect place to the right person? why do you have to fall for someone who’d just give you pain and make you feel so damn stupid?

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if things were different, you’d be here with me. if things were better, i wouldn’t have to cast a spell. the moon would show exactly where you should go.. you should’ve been here. beside me..

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why is it hard to look for another path where there’s no need to prove one’s self to be of significance to their environment?

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i’m not looking for any spark that would make me feel flickers of emotion but would rob off my sanity…

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wanna meet someone who’s willing to willing to walk with me in my chosen path… he who can guide me out of this mess…

Shout Out

i hid in the shadows of pain when he left me
i tried to see the light but he wouldn’t let me
now, i’m here by myself, abused and cold..
alone in the streets of my cruel world.

Life’s Lessons I Learned the Hard Way

* people are naturally sensitive. no matter how tough they seem, they’re still private individuals who deserves respect.

* sometimes, its the fighter who needs someone to fight for them.

* in love, letting go is a sign of weakness.. weakness coz you can’t fight for what you feel… weakness coz you’re afraid to be hurt…

* people hurt others coz they themselves are hurt. it’s in their nature to get even…

* jealousy is the green-eyed monster set to destroy relationships. doubt is one of its elements.

* too much honesty can kill. always keep a little tyo yourself. but remember… only a little… just enough to keep the excitement.

* too much mystery can raise doubts. though it excites.. it destroys trust.

* wounds heal easily but wounded hearts take years to mend…

* real tears are not the tears that falls from the eyes and courses through your face… its the tears that our inner being sheds and covers our souls…

* it’s easier to tell our problems to those we barely knew than those who really know us. why? coz we’re afraid to show them our weakness…

* when in love, we’d rather tell them lies to keep them happy rather than say the truth and hurt them badly…

* i’ve cried for stupid reasons before and remembering them now brings smiles to my lips and my laughter to echo in silence. but remembering my past laughters.. and the smiles i’ve given… makes me feel pain that shattered my soul….