Can’t Pretend

Posted: May 10, 2014 in About Me, On Relationships
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Everything s*cks right now.  I can’t pretend I’m okay anymore.  I hate everything.

I’m nobody.  I’m not worth anything.  Hell, I would want to indulge in these dark thoughts.  It’s happier there.  I’d be at peace.

I can’t pretend anymore.  I’m on the edge.  To be told time and time again how worthless you are, how you mean nothing to anyone, even to your own family, it’s sickening.  It’s condemning.

I just want it to end soon.  I’m too tired.  I can’t keep on pretending.  I want to give up now.

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